Re: Losing You Forever?

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 4:03 pm

Torrie lowered her head before she gently brushed back her blonde hair because of the rapids of the winds.

"John, please...live..breathe for me" Torrie pleaded with a soft voice.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 5:55 pm

"Tor I don't know how long I can hold on." John said.

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 5:59 pm

"You can," Torrie muttered.

"No I can't, I tried to stay I tried to ignore it there's nothing I can do" John muttered turning back to water.

"So you think killing yourself will stop all the problems?" Torrie asked as she had tears of rain fall down from her face.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:01 pm

"You can't help me so yes." John said.

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:03 pm

Torrie's eyes grew with tears.

"What about me? what about Kayla, Sarah, Joey your father, mother, brothers! Shawn, Rachel what do you expect us to do? Torrie shouted.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:04 pm

"Tor you're not helping." John said.

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:07 pm

Torrie grabbed hold of John's hand tightly with tears falling down.

"Please don't leave please, I never wanted you to leave John I want you stay here holding me" Torrie muttered in tears while the rain, and wind blew her blonde curls everywhere.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:09 pm

"I'm sorry." John muttered.

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:12 pm

"No don't say you're sorry John, damn it! will you just stay! please I can't live my life without you" Torrie spoke in flood of tears.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:27 pm

"I'll stay." John muttered.

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:35 pm

"You promise," Torrie asked.

John just nodded.

"It's never gonna last! everything I did! It was your fault you did it, you John Cena..." Liz's chilling voice went through his ears.

Torrie watched John's expression just change.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:38 pm

"I'm sorry Liz I'm sorry!" John yelled as he put his hands on his head as the voices got louder.

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:42 pm

Torrie watched John break down.

"John! what's wrong? John!" Torrie muttered, she grabbed both of his hands trying to calm him down.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:44 pm

"I'm sorry!" John shouted as tears filled his eyes.

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:47 pm

"Sorry? what...?" Torrie asked as she did her best to help John.

"Sorry?! you broke me, destoryed me with your bimbo! so do it! go on you know what you deserve!" The voice echoed in John's head.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:49 pm

John got up and tried to go over the bridge.

Guest Tue Apr 21, 2009 7:10 pm

Torrie looked on, with her eyes widening with the uttermost fear when John moved very close to the bridge.

"John!! No! don't, stop! Please!" Torrie pleaded.

John just stared at the water, while Torrie's pleas were too no avail.

"John! I love you! God I love you so much don't do this!!!"

"Do it!" A voice screamed in his mind.

"You have the rest of your life ahead of you please! remember the promises the vows you promised me! please stay with me" Torrie cried in tears.

"I need...you...to live.." Torrie muttered.

**John Cena** Tue Apr 21, 2009 7:24 pm

"No I have to die! She wants me to die!" John yelled.

Guest Wed Apr 22, 2009 3:54 am

Torrie stared at John, with the uttermost fear within her body she had never seen him in this kind of state.

"John....you don't have to die, you have to live for me for your family!" Torrie pleaded.

"I can't, I can't..." John shook his head as he turned back to the bridge.

"John, please! don't do this don't let her ruin your life completely!" Torrie stressed with tears in her eyes.

**John Cena** Wed Apr 22, 2009 6:30 am

"I have to die." John said.

Guest Wed Apr 22, 2009 10:09 am

Tears stayed in Torrie's eyes, as her heart broke over John's words and just how much he needed her and she wasn't there for him.

"No! you don't! John you're 31! for christ sake you have the rest of your life ahead of you" Torrie pointed out with nothing but fear in her beautiful green eyes.

"We have our lives ahead of us, what am gonna do when Kayla falls in love for real, when she goes off with her own life...when Sarah goes to high school...whose gonna teach Joey the ropes huh?! what about when Kayla gets married...for god sake John we need you! I need you" Torrie screamed with the rain just pouring down.

"No you all be fine without me,"

"Why in the hell do you keep thinking that? John! if it wasn't for you Kayla would have had been broken hearted on one more occassion, you're everything that makes this family strong! Rachel needs you, Katie needs you...and Even Shawn needs you" Torrie spoke as her fingertips brushed away the strands of her hair out of her face.

**John Cena** Wed Apr 22, 2009 3:29 pm

"I might miss Shawn." John muttered.

Guest Wed Apr 22, 2009 4:14 pm

Torrie looked at John.

"Please John, without you there wouldn't be Kayla, Joey, Sarah because I would have died if you didn't save me from that car" Torrie muttered as she felt the rain drip from her curls.

"You're everything to me, and there's no way in this world you deserve to die," Torrie spoke.

"Yes I do for what I did,"

"What you did?" Torrie asked as she wiped underneath her eyes gently.

**John Cena** Wed Apr 22, 2009 5:43 pm

"Yes. I killed her, she jumped because of me." John said.

Guest Wed Apr 22, 2009 6:02 pm

Torrie looked at John.

"Stop saying that..you didn't do it anything but try and help her she knew exactly what she was doing John! Punish you! and look where we are!" Torrie screamed at John.

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